Thursday, March 5, 2009

Green Day (not the band)

So, I hear the Hummer division of GM is up for sale. Hello? I can't believe that it still exists. My fingers are crossed that the Humvee goes extinct. Just sayin'.
Another slow day at work. I left three hours early. This is really getting old. I did manage to get all the packages to the post office this afternoon for the mushroom love giveaway.
I have been feeling kind of betwixt and between lately. Partially due to the weather. It is unsettled as am I. It is getting time for some big life changes. I can feel it. Upheaval, decisions, changes of all sorts I can tell are in my future. I swear some days I don't know who I am anymore. Interests and things that I thought defined me no longer seem important. I feel like I have outgrown my life here. I want more. Not necessarily things, though a bigger house would enable me to do some of the things that I want to do, like art workshops. I am craving action, colors, passion. I live in my head a lot. I like a little reality in my fantasy life. I'd like an adventure.
I have never, ever thought about moving to California but I dream about it now. What is up with that? I don't really have a clue what I would do there so while I am not saying no, I am just not acting on it immediately. I am thinking about going to London for a week or so in May. A week is probably all I could get away with then. I have a place to stay, transport and all and there are some an events I want to go to. I need to find out how much airfare is right now and if tickets are still available to the show.


Angelina said...

I hope things are at least good with your relationship? California huh? For the sunshine and heat? Have you lived there before? Where were you thinking of moving?

I love love love this picture of your green things.

Tonia said...

I have been having vivid dreams of California. The Bay area and L.A. specifically. I have never lived in California or even wanted to. Between the feeling of unsettledness and the dreams I am wondering if I shouldn't consider it. I doubt anything will come of it. I still think I need to be in the U.K.

Cindy said...

The bay area is indeed fab but also expensive as hell. If we moved here now we'd be living in our van and shooting squirrels for food.

Maybe spring will help? In the meantime, London sounds like a great idea.